I am so fucking sick of being 100% ignored except for when my parents and relatives want to hear my fucking GPA and test scores and class schedule. They brag about me to their friends and then to my face tell me it isn’t good enough. Oh, your GPA is a 4.4? Well it could’ve been a 4.5, you need to study more. Oh, what? You’ve already lost almost all of your friends and have destroyed any chance you might’ve had to have any social interaction ever again? Well you still have a few people you talk to on occasion so I guess you’re not working that hard. I wish now that I had intentionally gotten like a fucking 600 on the SAT today JUST to piss them off and waste their stupid money. They constantly tell me I suck, I need to try harder, and I’m not smart enough and then they go to their friends and they’re like, “Yeah! Duke and the University of Chicago are sending her letters in the mail all the time! We’re so proud of her! She has like a 4.4 GPA!!!!!” like are you kidding me.
Christopher isn’t smart. He just isn’t. He’s decently knowledgeable about like current events and history, but not like about geometry and reading. And my mom is claiming he got a 2000 SAT. Like, no. I don’t think he’s capable. Additionally, if you get that high of a score, you’ll probably remember it because your friends are getting like, 1300s. When I asked him, he didn’t remember. This isn’t some bullshit like SOL scores and crap, this determines your entire future. You remember it. Maybe no 25 years later, but for two fucking years when you’re applying to colleges and whathaveyou, yes, you remember it. And depending on the year that he took it, it may have been out of 1600 anyway.
So whatever. My mother’s faulty memory is her way of pressuring me to beat his score. I’m going to tell her to take a practice SAT or something so she can see the types of questions that are on there, and we can check her scores and see if she makes a 2000+.
Andrew is like a genius. Seriously, he’s the smartest person I’ve ever met, along with Lumumba. I’m talking like Sheldon Cooper status. And Andrew got an 1850 SAT and a 29 ACT. That’s good, but it doesn’t even put him in like the top 15 colleges. Not considering percent of applicants accepted, just looking at their 25th and 75th percentiles. Andrew probably wouldn’t even get into UVA or U of R based on those scores. You expect me to believe that my idiot brother who can’t memorize shit for the life of him got a 2000 and could have gone to like the top 10 colleges in the country and decided to go to a shitty college that would then be considered “way below” his intelligence level? Yeah. That did not fucking happen. I will never believe it until I physically see those scores.
I just think of you did that well on the SAT and your peers are getting 1300s and 1400s that you won’t forget. There is no placing little value on this test. It’s not a subjective thing - this test is vital to students’ acceptance into almost every college in the country. You don’t ignore your answers, or blow it off, and you definitely don’t forget it.
Okay I’m tired of writing about this bye.
427. “My best friend tells me he’s there for me no matter what, but that doesn’t stop me from believing I’m a burden to him.” - Anonymous
omg look what someone said about josh this is so vivid
“josh is NOT a virgin. not saying he isnt a man whore either. i mean LOOK at him. the guy can get more pussy than a tampon and what man will turn that much pussy down. i mean there are girls who will practically go up to him, and open their legs just like that. hell no that mother fucking aint no virgin”
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